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you are not the one who experienced these type of things
therefore you will never know how it feel

dont try to tell me that you understand everything
no.. you dont
even if you understand situation but you cnt understand how the person feel

i was wonder
why i like to read those kind of book that can cause me
knowing the truth that some1 trying to hide for sometime?

from the words that you used
from the tone that you speak
can actually know what and how you feel at that moment

last
stop judging me based on your own experience
you and i are totally different

last night

was a small alcohol party for valentines day

at first,

there was a important mission for that party

but everything spoil

just bcz of some1 was drunk

sigh

i juz hope my next valentine wont be lik this anymore

finaly

everythings is clear

feel?

feel free + a bit of sadness

nevermind

i know that i am getting better even there are no1 beside of me

sometime i just wonder

am i good in pretend untill nobody discover how i feel actually?

or

they discover but just feel to leave me alone bcz they think i cn handle?

or

they didnt realise at all?

what i need

is someone who can actually give me the time

fully concentrate on what i talking and sharing

i miss you right now

no matter how bad am i

you will still beside me and give your time for me

i never need to pretend when infront of you

this is why i love you

2mrw gonna present

hope everything will be fine

and good luck for my presentation