no title

you are not the one who experienced these type of things
therefore you will never know how it feel

dont try to tell me that you understand everything
no.. you dont
even if you understand situation but you cnt understand how the person feel

i was wonder
why i like to read those kind of book that can cause me
knowing the truth that some1 trying to hide for sometime?

from the words that you used
from the tone that you speak
can actually know what and how you feel at that moment

last
stop judging me based on your own experience
you and i are totally different

last night

was a small alcohol party for valentines day

at first,

there was a important mission for that party

but everything spoil

just bcz of some1 was drunk

sigh

i juz hope my next valentine wont be lik this anymore

finaly

everythings is clear

feel?

feel free + a bit of sadness

nevermind

i know that i am getting better even there are no1 beside of me

sometime i just wonder

am i good in pretend untill nobody discover how i feel actually?

or

they discover but just feel to leave me alone bcz they think i cn handle?

or

they didnt realise at all?

what i need

is someone who can actually give me the time

fully concentrate on what i talking and sharing

i miss you right now

no matter how bad am i

you will still beside me and give your time for me

i never need to pretend when infront of you

this is why i love you

2mrw gonna present

hope everything will be fine

and good luck for my presentation

You

with a cup of red wine

and i miss you

when drinking a cup of wine

brain started to think a lot

You,You,You and sometimes is You

You

my feeling towards you is so complicated

sometimes,

i feel good toward you

but sometimes,

i feel bad

how come?

maybe this should ask you or me?

You

we long time didnt chat

and i just wonder how cn i think of you at this moment

i feel unfair

pls dont tell me that you are still the same

you are not =)

although i miss those moment

but i noe we should move forward

You

hahhahahaha

i really donoe how to describe

just some personal feeling toward you

dun worry

the feeling is not bad but still lack of something

if you are a fair person

lol..but i know human cnt be fair at all

You

everytime i stop walking toward you

you come toward me

what should i said?

this 1 week holiday really helps me a lot

rock you holiday =) !!!!!!!

anyway

i think should be okay when open college right?

hope so lar then

you always say that i am good

but you never think that there are some devil part of me

dun forget that i am a normal person

no matter how i try to be

i will get distracted

especially emotional distraction

i try to find a lot of excuse, lot of reason

for you..

but so funny..

these excuse and reason never make me feel better

new year gonna end

means life start again?

arhaaaa..

cheer up pls =)