Saturday, September 25, 2010

难懂


你真的让我摸不透
真的真的摸不透
怎么你以前所会做的事
又回来了?
不是已经过去了吗
为什么要再回来
你怎么可以有这样快的转变?
刚刚适应了
你却偏偏如此
你到底在想些什么?
我不想想太多
尤其是在生日前夕
我承认
我不算真的放下
可是已经没有太过于牵挂
表面上或许是
但心里知道你是否值得
××
you are a good person :)
thankyou for remind me those stuff..
help me check my elearning oso..
thanks ,
my supplier :)

Thursday, September 23, 2010

life still goes on :)

安问我说 :“生日要到了,很期待吧”

其实
还好而已
不知是不是给那个BABY影响
对生日并没有多大的期待
或者是不想期待


不需要怎样的庆祝方式
只要我想要的人在我身旁
只要有你们的祝福
就够够够够够够了
哈哈哈哈
我很容易满足的好不好


最近跟你
关系又不错了一些
我不知道
是否因为得不到
所以才会有牵挂
还是因为真的放不下
你的信息
一封一封的储存在手机里
不舍得删除
那曾经的过往
之前
明明就没事了
不知道是否因跟你的关系有点回暖
所以又停止了原本应该前进的步伐
反正
我也没看得太重
应该不会有不好的事发生
最近的生活
过得很好
有GAR.这个血压上升器在
很难不好
=.=
倒数?
没必要
life still goes on :)

Monday, September 20, 2010


其实
你完全不需要
你有属于你自己的
不是离开与否
而是放手与否
你是否如你所表示的介意般
没有人知道
你看似失去了
但你得到的
远比你想象的多
或许外人看来
你是在乎
但我看来
却不是这样的一回事
为什么有这样的差别
没有人知道
观念不同?
或许是
价值观不同?
也有可能
摆脱了束缚
有的是自由
放开了缠绕着的枷锁
换来了心灵的自主
再也不属于的感觉
究竟如何
要亲自尝试过
才能了解

Monday, September 13, 2010

erm erm erm

erm erm erm
can some1 donate his/hers brain juice to me?
my brain juice already 0%
=.= sad case

the trip again
at first
i think that there will only about 20+ people join us
but now
already have 40+ people

omg
my mouth just *O* like this
zzz

i need to arrange transport for them
arrggg
i do not know how to arrange only consider as NICE
erm erm erm
random drop people?
arhahha

halooooo
this is my first time help peoplesssss arrange weh
idea please

my business homework still HANG at there
i wish to do it and 2morrow need to discuss already
but i need to complete my works for that trip 1st
(=o=)

ish

i just hope everything will be ok
the trip will be fun


字面上的意思
并不一定就是真正的意思

它可能只是避免更大的伤害而创造出来的字

有的时候
因为预测得到答案
所以反而不说
毕竟你都可以知道99%是你所预测的那个
那说出来似乎也没有什么用不是吗

该归咎于思想
还是怎样

既然前几年所谓“大”伤害
都能熬过
现在应该也不差
虽然不想再来一次
但或许...
谁知

今天
真的很有“人缘”
遇到HK, Gabriel, Fatihah
走什么运?
人运! =。=


aza aza fighting

Thursday, September 9, 2010

too many things to do , but not enough time for me :)


too many things need to do
but times is not enough for me
is this the result after
attend college , growth up and started carry some responsible?
haha
i do not know
paiseh
~~
for that TPM's trip
really can cause me exhausted
~~
at first
i think that prepare a trip is easy
atleast wouldn't cause any BIG PROBLEMS
but i am wrong
~~
when we started to plan
we need to find a lot of information and details
we need to know all about it before we can suggest it out
~~
open mail , check mail , reply mail
is what i need to do everyday to make sure our information about it
would be updated
~~
rushing for outline , timeline and proposal
is what i need to faced with beside my lecture in college
just a few pages of works but need few days even a week to organise it well
~~
after prepare all the things
and announced it to our cg's member
came BAD NEWS
awwwwwwwwwwwwww
skytrex is not work on that day because already fully booking
my brain straight away jam
then the trip change and change and change again
~~
we need to change our idea
even meet up to discuss the plan at night till 11pm somethings
even the whole proposal need to rewrite again
~~
we prepare a lot of brain juice
so that our trip will be perfect
~~
yes , PERFECT
a trip that going with a good plan
a trip that brings a lot of memory
a trip that can give peoples a good impression on our cg
a trip which will make our relation become closer and closer
and
a trip that successful
~~
after we plan to recci for that place
BAD NEWS come again
TPM will be close on this saturday
very good!!!!!
need to postpone again
and i do not think that i can go with them since i got class
sigh
~~
we still need to contact our member
to make sure wether they will join or not
and ofcourse i hope many people will join it
because i m one of the organizer
hahahaha
~~
well
although it sound like very suffer (?) :)
but what i gain from this are
~~
experience , communication skills with others , well preparation before event , responsibility and how to face with unexpected situation.
~~
it may be tired but i really ENJOY in it
i believe that this will not be the last
~~
try to make something perfect
with well organize
i growth up a bit from this experience
nice
~~
~~
~~
studies
~~
psychology is not easy for me
eventhough i love it much
weeeeeeee
~~
prepare the lesson before the class
sometime may need about 2 - 3 hours
but my beautiful lecturer just use about 1 hour to covered what i had read and prepare
with a well explainations
~~
she is awesome
11 HD in foundation
i do not know how she did it
but i know that
she is damn beautiful and look young
i love her teaching style
~~
started to feel stress for my sem2
althoug it just started about 1 and a half weeks
but i can notice that our subject is harder
psychology is the most harder subject for me among others
~~
mummy asked "since it was so difficult to learn and study , do you want to change?"
me "no , i will continue with it no matter how"
~~
not because of what
just because i love this subject
and
i do not know what i wana study if i give up in psycho. this field
arha
~~
mental and physical are getting tired now
use a lot of energy and brain juice
become more sensitive with surrounding
helloo.. this is not a good things
because you will gg easily if you cant handle it well
~~
try to be more mature at now
always feel that i m getting childish
shit
i do not want it please
~~
tomorrow is public holiday (but we got replacement class on october =.=)
is the time for me to free my mind
~~
oh no
i cant free it
i still need to continue with my preparation for that trip
or
saturday only prepare the things?
~~
ermmmmmm
saturday is a good day
and tomorrow is family day
so
postpone my works
weeeeeeeeeeeeee
~~
happy holiday
and
take a good care guys
*i am not a psychology maniac*

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

雨下一整晚

雨下一整晚

街灯下的橱窗 有一种落寞的温暖
吐气在玻璃上 画着你的模样
开着车漫无目的的转弯 不知要去哪个地方
闹区的电视墙 到底有谁在看

白杨木影子被拉长 像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未 习惯 你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上 只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市 的小巷 雨下一整晚

你撑把小纸扇 叹姻缘太婉转
雨落下雾茫茫 问天涯在何方
午夜笛 笛声残 偷偷透 透过窗
烛台前 我嘛还在想
小舢板 划呀划
小纸扇 遮雨也遮月光

白杨木影子被拉长 像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未 习惯 你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上 只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市 的小巷 雨下一整晚

Monday, September 6, 2010

mix together = tasteless

just now
chat with you
i do not know how to describe the feeling now

is that good since we are still talking?
and you are still making non-sense

i do not know my actual feeling
just like too many ingredient mix together and cause you
cant even know what is inside there

~~

finally finish the preparation for outing
saturday need to go there to do some reseach
set mission and treasure hunter questions
hope will be fun :)
since this is 1st time involve in it

feel free with it
good news bad news?
bring what meaning?

do not know


16 of september
i will be there

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

before school =)

arhahahaha
2dy is the 1st day for 2nd sem
awwww
all the best :)

1 class for this day
i dun know what time table is this
anyway
accept it

2nd sem
study hard and play hard oso
both must balance
if not
life will be boring
=)

16 of september
1 MALAYSIA DAY

but is my SKYTREX and CYCLING day

awwwwwwww

excited
skytrex skytrex skytrex

i m coming!!!

all the best
and
i
miss
BP