do not force me

intermediate english is a nightmare

anyway

the nightmare is gone

but i know

i need to face a nightmare again

yea - advanced english

looking at the result

erm erm erm

satisfied with it

but i hate CP

what i want

is not JUST LIKE THIS

going to aim higher lever in 2nd sem

"i must study hard"

yea.. this is what i always said

but

is just SAID

take action before?

ya!! 3 minutes..

pls lar oiiii!!..

BEST is what i AIM for my LIFE

i admit

i m damn unhappy with what you told

although i know this is for my own good

but

can you give me some time?

i need time to change also right?

do not force me please

i m started to feel stress

please

i know how to be responsible for my OWN LIFE

i know i shoud be active in IT

but

give me some time please!!

what i need is time

do not force me!

seriously

i hate people force me doing sometings

you said i m mature enough

so

can you believe me

i can handle those things

i will change

but is not now!!!

anyway

i will try my best to start a new life with it

do not force me

i will try

怎么了？

或许该说
不知怎么形容

你的突然出现
让我的心
好像漏了一拍

明明就是过去的事情
为什么现在回想起来
好象是昨天刚刚发生的事
历历在目的感觉
有时候并不好受


太大的对比
反映出心里的酸
没有人了解的
就是如此


有时我在想
如果我们第二个学期同班
那会怎样？


应该不会如此不幸吧？
我希望不要
我真的不想要


毕竟
我连自己是否拥有面对你的勇气都不懂


或许我会大大方方
就像你不曾在我的世界出现过一样


或许我会一个人又再次沉静在之前的世界里
每天像回忆机
得空得空 就回忆一下


不好意思
我并不需要
我也不想要


看着你的MSN PM
我的感觉就说不出口
为什么就不能像以前一样
嘻嘻哈哈的聊
有事没事的聊


仔细想想
注定的


你注定是我生命中的一个过客


只不过你这个过客
带给了我较多的回忆
带给了我不同的感觉
带给了我少许的悲伤
带给了我或多或少的快乐


想念你了
这个时候 :)

:)

没有理由的不喜欢
没有理由的讨厌
全部全部
都没有理由

就像是飞机在天空飞翔
也不需要理由

理由根本不重要
心里不喜欢
什么理由都是假的

sembreak -> sick -> BLOG

aish..
when sem break
sick =.=

these few days
the 1st things my mummy will ask
sure is "drink water!!!"
i m like drinking machine
everdy drink bout 2 - 3 l
zzzz
yea.. i m just lik TANGKI
@#$#%$^%$^%$

JEASON MA's concert

sad case

yesterday night i should be there

but

mumy gave the tickets to others

and said

"u need to stay at home, who ask you sick?"

haloooooo..

not i want wehhhhh

arghhhhhh

wednesday did BLOOD TEST

awwwww

1st time wehh

arhhaha

that doctor said

"if wednesday she still fever, den nid to do blood test

to make sure she x kena denggi"

"if friday still fever , do again.. although now is normal.. her

platelet drop from 212 to 180(thurs) to 140(frid) i still gt time"

still gt time

this doctor DAMN YENG

my REPORT

awwwwwwwwwwww

all NORMAL

i m HEALTHY GIRL

platelet count is normal

but white blood cell a bit lower

over white blood cell = leukemia

white blood cell lower = ??

dun noe :)

although the % still at normal range

but consider as lower

arhahhaha

others all ok

nice nice

arghhh

2mrw

i wish to go out

i wish to see both of you

my TAMAN PERTANIAN MALAYSIA

already postpone

i dont want postpone this also :(

take a good good care , guys ::)

pop - out? =)

= stone =

do you remember this?

today
when i was doing somethings with full attention
the memory between YOU and ME
suddenly pop - out

i dont know why it will suddenly appear
but what suprising me was
- i m fine and smiling
- i feel happy because atleast i have these beautiful moment

yea..
the moment is good..
the moment is nice..
and sometimes it was sweet too..

i know these already - PAST
but i still can keep it as a part of my memory right?

everyone beside you
has their own story
and maybe their story will related with YOU
nobody will know

just appreciate what you have
and everyone beside you

= zao xun gor zor.. dou hai zui mei dek wui yaek =

=

生

当你知道

人生要的是什么

或许就是勇往直前的时候

不理身边的阻碍

不理身边的诱惑

往前行

就是最佳的选择

就算错失些人生的回忆

也值得么？

答案因人而异

回不了过去

就只有放眼未来

毕竟未来全是借由自己的手所创造的

认为对的就去行

认为不会为身边人带来伤害的就可以去做

但是

不要忘记

会不会造成困扰

会不会造成伤害

全都是你自己个人的观念

你是否有征求过你身边的人的意见

倾听他们对事情的想法

是你的一厢情愿

还是你的所谓聆听

所谓的人生

如果只有对或错

就会简单得多

然而

灰色地带

确实存在

this is the time =)

那天和你聊了几句
才发现
心里好像没有太过于在乎了
放下？ 应该是

现在
既然没有让我挂念的人
就挂念自己好了
让自己的生活好过些
AWWWWWW

when we growth up

we need to learn how to carry some resoponsible

no matter to ourselves or others

we are not the child anymore

we already become youth
or ADULT?

there are somethings that we need to learn

there are somethings that we need to be responsible

even though it may be suffer

even though it may cause you broken heart

but

this is what you need you DO

some1 made me know that

it is the time for me to growth up

it is the time for me to carry the responsible

yea..

i hope i can do it

i hope i can carry it PERFECTLY

=)

shengyi!! this is MINE.. hohohoho

lollll

Yesterday

finish my final exam

awwwwwwww

bliss

my sem break start now =)

after final

movie

+ The Soccer Apprentice +

niceeeee

i suka!!!!

snowflakes again..

sedap!
but made me go toilet for few times when movie-ing

zzzzz

sad case

cleaning the room now
MAID
found some pictures and "memory"

2 libra girls buy leo girl's present

in PAV

PANTIES ..awww.. maluuuuu =.=

these things

contain a lot of memory..
make me think back those days..

chc.. whr r u now?

dificult to find you edi

my birthday present - 2009

my LOVER.. awwwww

looooo..

gona continue to clean the room now...

enjoy pls

study skill = wt

sad case for my study skills..
brain are just jam..
terrible than traffic jam in KL..
...
feel speechless..

i hate this situation..
this is already the last subject
cant you make me feel better and happr a bit for you - STUDY SKILL

what subject are you actually?
make ppl's brain jam..
require a lot of memory space and storage..
even I.ENG , F.MATHS , M.STUDIES and C.PRINCIPLE are better than you..

seriously..
i hate you =(

moodless + lose control
maybe not only study skill (sorry my ss >.<)
you? you?
erm..
maybe yes..
ohhhhh..
wt..

hello..
stop lar weh..

sem break coming soon
2mrw gona movie + enjoy
pls
let me have a nice day

do not spoil my mood or else i will kill you

fine..
continue my SS is more important..
thanks to you..
oOOoooOoOO..

make my mood better
n
reduce some stress

all the best and good luck

miss cheah yun fang!

i damn "love" yun fang now

her face just show me

"i DAMN HAPPY"
"i DAMN BLISS"
"i DAMN SWEET"
"pls ENVY or JEALOUS me"

ooooOOoOoOooOoOoOoO...

BAD~

I miss you again

badly

i just want SOMETHING from you

i think back something when hear jaychou's song

and this make me feel bad

but what cn do?

is NOTHING

time will pass

all things will gone

situations may remain same

or

may become better

or

even worst

不一样

一样的时间
一样的地点
感觉却不一样

失去了一些东西
整个感觉就完全跑掉

想念了

cnt slp..zzzz

is the time to zzz
but brain still active n gt a bit hyper now
what to do?
study? no..no..no

final coming soon
den follow by semester break

i gona play die die for my sem break

i LOVE sem break
cz YOU
sem break make me feel better

byesss
ciaoooo

wed

WEDNESDAY

is not a good day for me
bcz make me think back of YOU

those people who once made you the happiest are now the ones who make you cry

BAD

too many things and feeling cnt express by words

feel bad? YES

feel sad? YES

try to act strong

try to act happy

try to act like nothing happen before

try to act like i m ok

try to act like I DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE

but

these are just TRY

T.R.Y = TRY

when i think i can accept what actually happen

my brain jam again

when i try to ignore those things that related with you

my brain FULL WITH YOU again

can i just ignore those things?

can i have a short term memory?

can i erase those memory that related with you?

i m trying hard

but seem like not enough for me to forget about it

smile infront of others

but when comes alone
brain start to work

and automatic THINK BACK

PLEASE LAR!

already END

everything is END

dont make your life so sucks can or not?

dont make your life like a failure can or not?

yes

is END

is

the

time

to

WAKE UP