Love

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, wont make you cry.

3. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cnt have them.

4. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

5. To the world you may be one person. but to one person you may be the world.

6. Dont waste your time on a man/woman, who isnt willing to waste their time on you.

7. Just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they dont love
you with all they have.

8. Dont try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Dont cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

event end :)

Bring A - Pal event

finally was end

phewwwwwwwwwwwwww

everything look fine

everything look not bad

but my MC skill still need to improve

hahahhaa

anyway

i believe that next time we can do more better if compare with now

never think that

i gonna handle such event in this age

nevermind

do more , learn more

after taman pertanian trip

now bring a pal event

after that?

YOUTH CAMP?

yeaa.. i WANT!

i gonna take part in it!!! love

learning from those event

make me feel good

self fulfillment? lol

thanks for giving me a chance to LEARN

make my life more meaningful

more memorable

atleast i know what i done in my life

serve people are not a bad things
you can learn a lot

next month

melaka a famosa trip

oh myyyyyyy

cant absent

since yesterday only "warn" people to take part

2dy

saw you

arhahhahhaha

i love the way you wear

black formal look nice on you!!

and a guitar on the stage

wow

perfect

you are such a perfect guy

atleast everything in your life is good

no mater your academic or what

i believe that you can achieve a great great great goal

love the way you SMILE

~

after saw your msg

i was thinking that

our relationship will change?

hahahha

21i must admit you are a good guy

sms with you make me feel happy

anyway

these feeling may be fake and may be true

time can prove it :)

i just never think that you will send such things

will we be brother? or sister?

cheeeeee

~

how are you now?

are you fine?

sometime i will think that

i love the feeling that you give or i love who you are

i confuse

damn confuse

feeling then only the person

or the person only the feeling

or

because the person is you

so make me love the feeling that i had from you?

everythings normal

i care you as a good friend

maybe more than it

now is not the time to think of this

i need to focus on anythings else

there are somethings that more important in life

~

weird

i am weird now
yea
my mind was full with stuff
numbers? words? alphabets? clauses? phrases? essay?
dun noe

turn and turn and turn
brain juice came out for these useless stuff

thinking of somethings that bother me
but the something is?
cant figure out..

thinking that whether will insomnia 2dy
since do not have the mood to do everything
even sleep - i think

weird thinking
weird mind
weird emotion
all because of you this weird person

wat the h

feel damn bad for no reason

what the h. am i

early in the morning

hyper like nobody business

business exam make me feel ok ok

but i am still hyper for that

now

cheeeeh

feel like a piece of shit

wth seriously?

not bcz of mid term for sure

this wunt bring a huge huge huge emotional effect toward me

just now having a meeting for the coming event

feel i am doing nothing

feel i am passion-less in this

lol

how come

eh please lar

once you carry the responsible

can you put 100% effort inside ar

can be carry more responsible ar

can you be more active when discussing ar

can you done somethings perfect

perfect perfect perfect

what is the definition of it

everyone praise you for that

everyone like your ideas

everyone agree with you

everyone loves you

could it be possible

too many things you need to carry

to many people you need to face with

although you say this is just a small mistake

and we can learn from these mistakes

but i realy cant accept mistake

i wana everything be done nicely

if can

i wouldnt allow mistake occur

but unfortunately

this already consider as a past tense

i really cant forget those mistakes that i had made

i learn somethings from it

but i didnt welcome it forever

people say

before people become successful

they must be a failure 1st

realy?

i do not want this theory apply on me

i want do everythings best

i wanna everythings to be nice

i want somethings that consider as PERFECT

but it seem like

impossible things?

i care those opinion

i care those ideas

i care their thinking

i care how they feel on me

i do care it

i mind it

when can i learn that

do not too care people's thinking?

why i need to guess people thinking toward me?

why i am so negative thinking?

haloooooo

you gonna study psychology ok

emotional thinking lead you failure

wake up

feel bad seriously

没有了

原本对你
感觉越来越好
也意味
我们之间会越来越近

直到昨天
听到那句话
感觉全部就逐渐消失

原来有些事情
不是我想怎样就怎样
不是我会这样别人也会这样

有的时候
你的那句话
会让我怀疑
到底是叫谁

叫我的同时
是不是也这样的称呼其他的人
如果是这样
就收回好了
我不需要

我不喜欢用同样的称呼去称呼别人
同样的
我也不喜欢这样的被对待

或许不是你暧昧不清
而是你的本性驱使
不管是哪一个
全部就这样算了

之前就说过
现在才开始实践
应该还不迟

就算捉摸不透
我都不想再去做无谓的猜测

笨蛋的事
做一次就够了

无聊的事
有过一次就好

你的事
没有再在乎的必要


没有了

happy birthday to you~!

29.09.2010

this is a good day
cheeee..

early in the morning
waiting shengyi at lrt
but she was late
i called , x answer
i sms , x reply
damn angry dat time
my birthday weh daijie

then i go alone
=(

after reach there
saw my supplier
he ask "r u angry"
ohahahha
ofcz lar wehhh..
you try and see

finish class
went to hp. shop to charge hp
he didnt charge me for service
awwww
so good

wana return book to supplier
then met a lot of friend
chat there , jokes there and blar blar blar
kamsahaminda
hug a lot of ppl also
cheeeeee

go pasar seni take rapidpass
the picture damn ....... erm erm :)
then we rush back
since shengyi said "yunfang gt shooting later"
we rush like F1 sport car
lol
birthday girl need to rush for birthday meals
what theory is this?
i dun noe weh

when gona reach secret recipe
shengyi close my eyes
den wen i go in and open my eyes
saw shaun , mimi , diyana , juyi , calvin at thr
but sheng yi disapear
we chat and wait there
then sdnly juyi close my eyes
shaun and she sing beside my ears
damn noisy
ohahahhaahhaha

when they prepare well
open my eyes
saw yunfang , shengyi , bunny , anneohasehyo , bamboo and khaiwyon
yunfang n shengyi take a big big card and laptop stand at there
a big big card that full with LOVE
a "hand-made" video that full of LOVE
and
12 pieces of cakes that different favour
i just stunned at there
lol
12 pieces of cakes , how to finish it?

they said i must try each cakes
and tell them which 1 is nice
awwwwwwww
after i tried
they only started to eat the cakes

when watching at the video
i just feel "OMG"
too many "old" pictures inside
with the song that we LOVE the most at secondary school
awwwwwww
damn touch weh

then looking at the big big card
shengyi said "read the T word"
ohahahhaha
i gt what she means
then the shaun damn cute
"anlar anlar , his 1 so nice lar..mine 1 nt nice"

shaun ar shaun
chill lar

take photo , eat lunch and cakes at thr
sms with he that time
cheeeeeee
fell good

back coll.
attend class.

when back home
dat sheng yi said "yon, roti boy lo"
me "ok , we gt rapidpass..hahahha'
when reach klcc station
went down
shengyi keep asking me look forward
om~~!!!!!!

HUICHIN
dat kiampa girl wehhhh
i nvr nvr nvr expect i will saw her at that my birthday
she gave me a pendrive
hehheheheheh

finally i noe why dat shengyi sdnly junxaeng
wen denzie said "since 2dy is our birthday , i fetch you bk"
she said "no,yon~! i want lrt"
grrrrrr
liar~!!!

wen bk to wangsa maju
called mummy
mummy said "your fren sms me and said will fetch you bk"
"lol mumy , whr gt? no lar.."

shengyi ask "who? what?"
"neh , dun noe wich za pian ji tuan sms my mum said gt ppl fetch me bk"

when we reach thr
shengyi said "my brother fetch you back"
then she open the front door
i was thinking "lol.. your brother's car why i sit infront"
when i look inside , see that GAN CHEE HEING
omggggggg
damn suprise larr

then we go feeling cafe there
met charlotte at there
charlotte belanja some tasty food
yummy weh
we chat a lot at thr
then chee heing paid bills
and become driver to fetch us back
damn love his car weh
very comfortable
feel sleepy also

*there are a lot of feeling and thought that cant express in world , and some of the feeling just wish to keep as a secret.. it was sweet.... for me at that moment..

*i appreciate what yunfang and the liar did
love you so muchhhhhh
thanks for giving me a memorable day

* pictures , lazy upload :)

难懂

你真的让我摸不透

真的真的摸不透

怎么你以前所会做的事

又回来了？

不是已经过去了吗

为什么要再回来

你怎么可以有这样快的转变？

刚刚适应了

你却偏偏如此

你到底在想些什么？

我不想想太多

尤其是在生日前夕

我承认

我不算真的放下

可是已经没有太过于牵挂

表面上或许是

但心里知道你是否值得

××

you are a good person :)

thankyou for remind me those stuff..

help me check my elearning oso..

thanks ,

my supplier :)

life still goes on :)

安问我说 ：“生日要到了，很期待吧”

其实
还好而已
不知是不是给那个BABY影响
对生日并没有多大的期待
或者是不想期待


不需要怎样的庆祝方式
只要我想要的人在我身旁
只要有你们的祝福
就够够够够够够了
哈哈哈哈
我很容易满足的好不好

最近跟你

关系又不错了一些

我不知道

是否因为得不到

所以才会有牵挂

还是因为真的放不下

你的信息

一封一封的储存在手机里

不舍得删除

那曾经的过往

之前

明明就没事了

不知道是否因跟你的关系有点回暖

所以又停止了原本应该前进的步伐

反正

我也没看得太重

应该不会有不好的事发生

最近的生活

过得很好

有GAR.这个血压上升器在

很难不好

=.=

倒数？

没必要

life still goes on :)

放

其实

你完全不需要

你有属于你自己的

不是离开与否

而是放手与否

你是否如你所表示的介意般

没有人知道

你看似失去了

但你得到的

远比你想象的多

或许外人看来

你是在乎

但我看来

却不是这样的一回事

为什么有这样的差别

没有人知道

观念不同？

或许是

价值观不同？

也有可能

摆脱了束缚

有的是自由

放开了缠绕着的枷锁

换来了心灵的自主

再也不属于的感觉

究竟如何

要亲自尝试过

才能了解

erm erm erm

erm erm erm
can some1 donate his/hers brain juice to me?
my brain juice already 0%
=.= sad case

the trip again
at first
i think that there will only about 20+ people join us
but now
already have 40+ people

omg
my mouth just *O* like this
zzz

i need to arrange transport for them
arrggg
i do not know how to arrange only consider as NICE
erm erm erm
random drop people?
arhahha

halooooo
this is my first time help peoplesssss arrange weh
idea please

my business homework still HANG at there
i wish to do it and 2morrow need to discuss already
but i need to complete my works for that trip 1st
(=o=)

ish

i just hope everything will be ok
the trip will be fun


字面上的意思
并不一定就是真正的意思

它可能只是避免更大的伤害而创造出来的字

有的时候
因为预测得到答案
所以反而不说
毕竟你都可以知道99%是你所预测的那个
那说出来似乎也没有什么用不是吗

该归咎于思想
还是怎样

既然前几年所谓“大”伤害
都能熬过
现在应该也不差
虽然不想再来一次
但或许...
谁知

今天
真的很有“人缘”
遇到HK, Gabriel, Fatihah
走什么运？
人运！ =。=


aza aza fighting

too many things to do , but not enough time for me :)

too many things need to do

but times is not enough for me

is this the result after

attend college , growth up and started carry some responsible?

haha

i do not know

paiseh

~~

for that TPM's trip

really can cause me exhausted

~~

at first

i think that prepare a trip is easy

atleast wouldn't cause any BIG PROBLEMS

but i am wrong

~~

when we started to plan

we need to find a lot of information and details

we need to know all about it before we can suggest it out

~~

open mail , check mail , reply mail

is what i need to do everyday to make sure our information about it

would be updated

~~

rushing for outline , timeline and proposal

is what i need to faced with beside my lecture in college

just a few pages of works but need few days even a week to organise it well

~~

after prepare all the things

and announced it to our cg's member

came BAD NEWS

awwwwwwwwwwwwww

skytrex is not work on that day because already fully booking

my brain straight away jam

then the trip change and change and change again

~~

we need to change our idea

even meet up to discuss the plan at night till 11pm somethings

even the whole proposal need to rewrite again

~~

we prepare a lot of brain juice

so that our trip will be perfect

~~

yes , PERFECT

a trip that going with a good plan

a trip that brings a lot of memory

a trip that can give peoples a good impression on our cg

a trip which will make our relation become closer and closer

and

a trip that successful

~~

after we plan to recci for that place

BAD NEWS come again

TPM will be close on this saturday

very good!!!!!

need to postpone again

and i do not think that i can go with them since i got class

sigh

~~

we still need to contact our member

to make sure wether they will join or not

and ofcourse i hope many people will join it

because i m one of the organizer

hahahaha

~~

well

although it sound like very suffer (?) :)

but what i gain from this are

~~

experience , communication skills with others , well preparation before event , responsibility and how to face with unexpected situation.

~~

it may be tired but i really ENJOY in it

i believe that this will not be the last

~~

try to make something perfect

with well organize

i growth up a bit from this experience

nice

~~

~~

~~

studies

~~

psychology is not easy for me

eventhough i love it much

weeeeeeee

~~

prepare the lesson before the class

sometime may need about 2 - 3 hours

but my beautiful lecturer just use about 1 hour to covered what i had read and prepare

with a well explainations

~~

she is awesome

11 HD in foundation

i do not know how she did it

but i know that

she is damn beautiful and look young

i love her teaching style

~~

started to feel stress for my sem2

althoug it just started about 1 and a half weeks

but i can notice that our subject is harder

psychology is the most harder subject for me among others

~~

mummy asked "since it was so difficult to learn and study , do you want to change?"

me "no , i will continue with it no matter how"

~~

not because of what

just because i love this subject

and

i do not know what i wana study if i give up in psycho. this field

arha

~~

mental and physical are getting tired now

use a lot of energy and brain juice

become more sensitive with surrounding

helloo.. this is not a good things

because you will gg easily if you cant handle it well

~~

try to be more mature at now

always feel that i m getting childish

shit

i do not want it please

~~

tomorrow is public holiday (but we got replacement class on october =.=)

is the time for me to free my mind

~~

oh no

i cant free it

i still need to continue with my preparation for that trip

or

saturday only prepare the things?

~~

ermmmmmm

saturday is a good day

and tomorrow is family day

so

postpone my works

weeeeeeeeeeeeee

~~

happy holiday

and

take a good care guys

*i am not a psychology maniac*

雨下一整晚

雨下一整晚

街灯下的橱窗 有一种落寞的温暖
吐气在玻璃上 画着你的模样
开着车漫无目的的转弯 不知要去哪个地方
闹区的电视墙 到底有谁在看

白杨木影子被拉长 像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未 习惯 你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上 只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市 的小巷 雨下一整晚

你撑把小纸扇 叹姻缘太婉转
雨落下雾茫茫 问天涯在何方
午夜笛 笛声残 偷偷透 透过窗
烛台前 我嘛还在想
小舢板 划呀划
小纸扇 遮雨也遮月光

白杨木影子被拉长 像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未 习惯 你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上 只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市 的小巷 雨下一整晚

mix together = tasteless

just now
chat with you
i do not know how to describe the feeling now

is that good since we are still talking?
and you are still making non-sense

i do not know my actual feeling
just like too many ingredient mix together and cause you
cant even know what is inside there

~~

finally finish the preparation for outing
saturday need to go there to do some reseach
set mission and treasure hunter questions
hope will be fun :)
since this is 1st time involve in it

feel free with it
good news bad news?
bring what meaning?

do not know


16 of september
i will be there

before school =)

arhahahaha
2dy is the 1st day for 2nd sem
awwww
all the best :)

1 class for this day
i dun know what time table is this
anyway
accept it

2nd sem
study hard and play hard oso
both must balance
if not
life will be boring
=)

16 of september
1 MALAYSIA DAY

but is my SKYTREX and CYCLING day

awwwwwwww

excited
skytrex skytrex skytrex

i m coming!!!

all the best

and

i

miss

BP

do not force me

intermediate english is a nightmare

anyway

the nightmare is gone

but i know

i need to face a nightmare again

yea - advanced english

looking at the result

erm erm erm

satisfied with it

but i hate CP

what i want

is not JUST LIKE THIS

going to aim higher lever in 2nd sem

"i must study hard"

yea.. this is what i always said

but

is just SAID

take action before?

ya!! 3 minutes..

pls lar oiiii!!..

BEST is what i AIM for my LIFE

i admit

i m damn unhappy with what you told

although i know this is for my own good

but

can you give me some time?

i need time to change also right?

do not force me please

i m started to feel stress

please

i know how to be responsible for my OWN LIFE

i know i shoud be active in IT

but

give me some time please!!

what i need is time

do not force me!

seriously

i hate people force me doing sometings

you said i m mature enough

so

can you believe me

i can handle those things

i will change

but is not now!!!

anyway

i will try my best to start a new life with it

do not force me

i will try

怎么了？

或许该说
不知怎么形容

你的突然出现
让我的心
好像漏了一拍

明明就是过去的事情
为什么现在回想起来
好象是昨天刚刚发生的事
历历在目的感觉
有时候并不好受


太大的对比
反映出心里的酸
没有人了解的
就是如此


有时我在想
如果我们第二个学期同班
那会怎样？


应该不会如此不幸吧？
我希望不要
我真的不想要


毕竟
我连自己是否拥有面对你的勇气都不懂


或许我会大大方方
就像你不曾在我的世界出现过一样


或许我会一个人又再次沉静在之前的世界里
每天像回忆机
得空得空 就回忆一下


不好意思
我并不需要
我也不想要


看着你的MSN PM
我的感觉就说不出口
为什么就不能像以前一样
嘻嘻哈哈的聊
有事没事的聊


仔细想想
注定的


你注定是我生命中的一个过客


只不过你这个过客
带给了我较多的回忆
带给了我不同的感觉
带给了我少许的悲伤
带给了我或多或少的快乐


想念你了
这个时候 :)

:)

没有理由的不喜欢
没有理由的讨厌
全部全部
都没有理由

就像是飞机在天空飞翔
也不需要理由

理由根本不重要
心里不喜欢
什么理由都是假的

sembreak -> sick -> BLOG

aish..
when sem break
sick =.=

these few days
the 1st things my mummy will ask
sure is "drink water!!!"
i m like drinking machine
everdy drink bout 2 - 3 l
zzzz
yea.. i m just lik TANGKI
@#$#%$^%$^%$

JEASON MA's concert

sad case

yesterday night i should be there

but

mumy gave the tickets to others

and said

"u need to stay at home, who ask you sick?"

haloooooo..

not i want wehhhhh

arghhhhhh

wednesday did BLOOD TEST

awwwww

1st time wehh

arhhaha

that doctor said

"if wednesday she still fever, den nid to do blood test

to make sure she x kena denggi"

"if friday still fever , do again.. although now is normal.. her

platelet drop from 212 to 180(thurs) to 140(frid) i still gt time"

still gt time

this doctor DAMN YENG

my REPORT

awwwwwwwwwwww

all NORMAL

i m HEALTHY GIRL

platelet count is normal

but white blood cell a bit lower

over white blood cell = leukemia

white blood cell lower = ??

dun noe :)

although the % still at normal range

but consider as lower

arhahhaha

others all ok

nice nice

arghhh

2mrw

i wish to go out

i wish to see both of you

my TAMAN PERTANIAN MALAYSIA

already postpone

i dont want postpone this also :(

take a good good care , guys ::)

pop - out? =)

= stone =

do you remember this?

today
when i was doing somethings with full attention
the memory between YOU and ME
suddenly pop - out

i dont know why it will suddenly appear
but what suprising me was
- i m fine and smiling
- i feel happy because atleast i have these beautiful moment

yea..
the moment is good..
the moment is nice..
and sometimes it was sweet too..

i know these already - PAST
but i still can keep it as a part of my memory right?

everyone beside you
has their own story
and maybe their story will related with YOU
nobody will know

just appreciate what you have
and everyone beside you

= zao xun gor zor.. dou hai zui mei dek wui yaek =

=

生

当你知道

人生要的是什么

或许就是勇往直前的时候

不理身边的阻碍

不理身边的诱惑

往前行

就是最佳的选择

就算错失些人生的回忆

也值得么？

答案因人而异

回不了过去

就只有放眼未来

毕竟未来全是借由自己的手所创造的

认为对的就去行

认为不会为身边人带来伤害的就可以去做

但是

不要忘记

会不会造成困扰

会不会造成伤害

全都是你自己个人的观念

你是否有征求过你身边的人的意见

倾听他们对事情的想法

是你的一厢情愿

还是你的所谓聆听

所谓的人生

如果只有对或错

就会简单得多

然而

灰色地带

确实存在

this is the time =)

那天和你聊了几句
才发现
心里好像没有太过于在乎了
放下？ 应该是

现在
既然没有让我挂念的人
就挂念自己好了
让自己的生活好过些
AWWWWWW

when we growth up

we need to learn how to carry some resoponsible

no matter to ourselves or others

we are not the child anymore

we already become youth
or ADULT?

there are somethings that we need to learn

there are somethings that we need to be responsible

even though it may be suffer

even though it may cause you broken heart

but

this is what you need you DO

some1 made me know that

it is the time for me to growth up

it is the time for me to carry the responsible

yea..

i hope i can do it

i hope i can carry it PERFECTLY

=)

shengyi!! this is MINE.. hohohoho

lollll

Yesterday

finish my final exam

awwwwwwww

bliss

my sem break start now =)

after final

movie

+ The Soccer Apprentice +

niceeeee

i suka!!!!

snowflakes again..

sedap!
but made me go toilet for few times when movie-ing

zzzzz

sad case

cleaning the room now
MAID
found some pictures and "memory"

2 libra girls buy leo girl's present

in PAV

PANTIES ..awww.. maluuuuu =.=

these things

contain a lot of memory..
make me think back those days..

chc.. whr r u now?

dificult to find you edi

my birthday present - 2009

my LOVER.. awwwww

looooo..

gona continue to clean the room now...

enjoy pls

study skill = wt

sad case for my study skills..
brain are just jam..
terrible than traffic jam in KL..
...
feel speechless..

i hate this situation..
this is already the last subject
cant you make me feel better and happr a bit for you - STUDY SKILL

what subject are you actually?
make ppl's brain jam..
require a lot of memory space and storage..
even I.ENG , F.MATHS , M.STUDIES and C.PRINCIPLE are better than you..

seriously..
i hate you =(

moodless + lose control
maybe not only study skill (sorry my ss >.<)
you? you?
erm..
maybe yes..
ohhhhh..
wt..

hello..
stop lar weh..

sem break coming soon
2mrw gona movie + enjoy
pls
let me have a nice day

do not spoil my mood or else i will kill you

fine..
continue my SS is more important..
thanks to you..
oOOoooOoOO..

make my mood better
n
reduce some stress

all the best and good luck

miss cheah yun fang!

i damn "love" yun fang now

her face just show me

"i DAMN HAPPY"
"i DAMN BLISS"
"i DAMN SWEET"
"pls ENVY or JEALOUS me"

ooooOOoOoOooOoOoOoO...

BAD~

I miss you again

badly

i just want SOMETHING from you

i think back something when hear jaychou's song

and this make me feel bad

but what cn do?

is NOTHING

time will pass

all things will gone

situations may remain same

or

may become better

or

even worst

不一样

一样的时间
一样的地点
感觉却不一样

失去了一些东西
整个感觉就完全跑掉

想念了

cnt slp..zzzz

is the time to zzz
but brain still active n gt a bit hyper now
what to do?
study? no..no..no

final coming soon
den follow by semester break

i gona play die die for my sem break

i LOVE sem break
cz YOU
sem break make me feel better

byesss
ciaoooo

wed

WEDNESDAY

is not a good day for me
bcz make me think back of YOU

those people who once made you the happiest are now the ones who make you cry

BAD

too many things and feeling cnt express by words

feel bad? YES

feel sad? YES

try to act strong

try to act happy

try to act like nothing happen before

try to act like i m ok

try to act like I DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE

but

these are just TRY

T.R.Y = TRY

when i think i can accept what actually happen

my brain jam again

when i try to ignore those things that related with you

my brain FULL WITH YOU again

can i just ignore those things?

can i have a short term memory?

can i erase those memory that related with you?

i m trying hard

but seem like not enough for me to forget about it

smile infront of others

but when comes alone
brain start to work

and automatic THINK BACK

PLEASE LAR!

already END

everything is END

dont make your life so sucks can or not?

dont make your life like a failure can or not?

yes

is END

is

the

time

to

WAKE UP