i hate

yeaaa.. i cnt even noe hw i feel now
seem lik everythings getting worst
i cnt even try to act lik everythings okay
i can calm down but my brain nt allow me to do so
i realy cnt understand why i cnt even try to nt think about this

i cnt stop imagining how the situation was
i cnt stop thinking lots of things
all things come with 1 shot and make me feel bad

i seem lik dun care
i seem lik everythings is fine
but do i ?

everybody saying the same words
but the effect is so so so small until i cnt feel anythings
maybe this is the things that every1 will experience once in their life

i do not know why i cnt accept this
maybe i realy sucks in these stuff
i dun noe
brain stucking like traffic jam?
ha.. maybe
now realise that improvement of something is a must :)

i cnt even blif i cnt calm down in dat situation
i cnt even blif i will make this mistake

i feel to getting a rest but i m nt in home right now
if not i alreadygt into slp and 4gt about all these stuff
wat i do now is just act, act and act
yessssss..!
if not, what to do to make me feel better?!!

thanks for those who consult of me
appreciate you guys *love*

last,
elyon, you SUCKS!

oOOoOoOoOoO

oOooOOoOooOoOoOoOOoOoo
long time didnt come and blogging
and i 4gt my email
phewwwwwwwww..

sem3 now..
start to becom lazy
maybe bcz i edi finish the course that i like
anyway
still nid to pass all the sub in sem3
if not
seriously waste my time :)

haihhhhhhhhhhhh
lots of ppl that i noe in moral study
good or bad?
yea.. if he is nt thr
it shud be good i tink
damn kekok wen he is bhind
wat the

chill chill
everything will be ok
score nice nice for every course is more important for now

* thr are things that nid time to stop it
no mater hw hard it try now
it still around your mind
everything will be ok my dear

:)

Love

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, wont make you cry.

3. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cnt have them.

4. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

5. To the world you may be one person. but to one person you may be the world.

6. Dont waste your time on a man/woman, who isnt willing to waste their time on you.

7. Just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they dont love
you with all they have.

8. Dont try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Dont cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

event end :)

Bring A - Pal event

finally was end

phewwwwwwwwwwwwww

everything look fine

everything look not bad

but my MC skill still need to improve

hahahhaa

anyway

i believe that next time we can do more better if compare with now

never think that

i gonna handle such event in this age

nevermind

do more , learn more

after taman pertanian trip

now bring a pal event

after that?

YOUTH CAMP?

yeaa.. i WANT!

i gonna take part in it!!! love

learning from those event

make me feel good

self fulfillment? lol

thanks for giving me a chance to LEARN

make my life more meaningful

more memorable

atleast i know what i done in my life

serve people are not a bad things
you can learn a lot

next month

melaka a famosa trip

oh myyyyyyy

cant absent

since yesterday only "warn" people to take part

2dy

saw you

arhahhahhaha

i love the way you wear

black formal look nice on you!!

and a guitar on the stage

wow

perfect

you are such a perfect guy

atleast everything in your life is good

no mater your academic or what

i believe that you can achieve a great great great goal

love the way you SMILE

~

after saw your msg

i was thinking that

our relationship will change?

hahahha

21i must admit you are a good guy

sms with you make me feel happy

anyway

these feeling may be fake and may be true

time can prove it :)

i just never think that you will send such things

will we be brother? or sister?

cheeeeee

~

how are you now?

are you fine?

sometime i will think that

i love the feeling that you give or i love who you are

i confuse

damn confuse

feeling then only the person

or the person only the feeling

or

because the person is you

so make me love the feeling that i had from you?

everythings normal

i care you as a good friend

maybe more than it

now is not the time to think of this

i need to focus on anythings else

there are somethings that more important in life

~

weird

i am weird now
yea
my mind was full with stuff
numbers? words? alphabets? clauses? phrases? essay?
dun noe

turn and turn and turn
brain juice came out for these useless stuff

thinking of somethings that bother me
but the something is?
cant figure out..

thinking that whether will insomnia 2dy
since do not have the mood to do everything
even sleep - i think

weird thinking
weird mind
weird emotion
all because of you this weird person

wat the h

feel damn bad for no reason

what the h. am i

early in the morning

hyper like nobody business

business exam make me feel ok ok

but i am still hyper for that

now

cheeeeh

feel like a piece of shit

wth seriously?

not bcz of mid term for sure

this wunt bring a huge huge huge emotional effect toward me

just now having a meeting for the coming event

feel i am doing nothing

feel i am passion-less in this

lol

how come

eh please lar

once you carry the responsible

can you put 100% effort inside ar

can be carry more responsible ar

can you be more active when discussing ar

can you done somethings perfect

perfect perfect perfect

what is the definition of it

everyone praise you for that

everyone like your ideas

everyone agree with you

everyone loves you

could it be possible

too many things you need to carry

to many people you need to face with

although you say this is just a small mistake

and we can learn from these mistakes

but i realy cant accept mistake

i wana everything be done nicely

if can

i wouldnt allow mistake occur

but unfortunately

this already consider as a past tense

i really cant forget those mistakes that i had made

i learn somethings from it

but i didnt welcome it forever

people say

before people become successful

they must be a failure 1st

realy?

i do not want this theory apply on me

i want do everythings best

i wanna everythings to be nice

i want somethings that consider as PERFECT

but it seem like

impossible things?

i care those opinion

i care those ideas

i care their thinking

i care how they feel on me

i do care it

i mind it

when can i learn that

do not too care people's thinking?

why i need to guess people thinking toward me?

why i am so negative thinking?

haloooooo

you gonna study psychology ok

emotional thinking lead you failure

wake up

feel bad seriously

没有了

原本对你
感觉越来越好
也意味
我们之间会越来越近

直到昨天
听到那句话
感觉全部就逐渐消失

原来有些事情
不是我想怎样就怎样
不是我会这样别人也会这样

有的时候
你的那句话
会让我怀疑
到底是叫谁

叫我的同时
是不是也这样的称呼其他的人
如果是这样
就收回好了
我不需要

我不喜欢用同样的称呼去称呼别人
同样的
我也不喜欢这样的被对待

或许不是你暧昧不清
而是你的本性驱使
不管是哪一个
全部就这样算了

之前就说过
现在才开始实践
应该还不迟

就算捉摸不透
我都不想再去做无谓的猜测

笨蛋的事
做一次就够了

无聊的事
有过一次就好

你的事
没有再在乎的必要


没有了