event end :)

Bring A - Pal event

finally was end

phewwwwwwwwwwwwww

everything look fine

everything look not bad

but my MC skill still need to improve

hahahhaa

anyway

i believe that next time we can do more better if compare with now

never think that

i gonna handle such event in this age

nevermind

do more , learn more

after taman pertanian trip

now bring a pal event

after that?

YOUTH CAMP?

yeaa.. i WANT!

i gonna take part in it!!! love

learning from those event

make me feel good

self fulfillment? lol

thanks for giving me a chance to LEARN

make my life more meaningful

more memorable

atleast i know what i done in my life

serve people are not a bad things
you can learn a lot

next month

melaka a famosa trip

oh myyyyyyy

cant absent

since yesterday only "warn" people to take part

2dy

saw you

arhahhahhaha

i love the way you wear

black formal look nice on you!!

and a guitar on the stage

wow

perfect

you are such a perfect guy

atleast everything in your life is good

no mater your academic or what

i believe that you can achieve a great great great goal

love the way you SMILE

~

after saw your msg

i was thinking that

our relationship will change?

hahahha

21i must admit you are a good guy

sms with you make me feel happy

anyway

these feeling may be fake and may be true

time can prove it :)

i just never think that you will send such things

will we be brother? or sister?

cheeeeee

~

how are you now?

are you fine?

sometime i will think that

i love the feeling that you give or i love who you are

i confuse

damn confuse

feeling then only the person

or the person only the feeling

or

because the person is you

so make me love the feeling that i had from you?

everythings normal

i care you as a good friend

maybe more than it

now is not the time to think of this

i need to focus on anythings else

there are somethings that more important in life

~

weird

i am weird now
yea
my mind was full with stuff
numbers? words? alphabets? clauses? phrases? essay?
dun noe

turn and turn and turn
brain juice came out for these useless stuff

thinking of somethings that bother me
but the something is?
cant figure out..

thinking that whether will insomnia 2dy
since do not have the mood to do everything
even sleep - i think

weird thinking
weird mind
weird emotion
all because of you this weird person

wat the h

feel damn bad for no reason

what the h. am i

early in the morning

hyper like nobody business

business exam make me feel ok ok

but i am still hyper for that

now

cheeeeh

feel like a piece of shit

wth seriously?

not bcz of mid term for sure

this wunt bring a huge huge huge emotional effect toward me

just now having a meeting for the coming event

feel i am doing nothing

feel i am passion-less in this

lol

how come

eh please lar

once you carry the responsible

can you put 100% effort inside ar

can be carry more responsible ar

can you be more active when discussing ar

can you done somethings perfect

perfect perfect perfect

what is the definition of it

everyone praise you for that

everyone like your ideas

everyone agree with you

everyone loves you

could it be possible

too many things you need to carry

to many people you need to face with

although you say this is just a small mistake

and we can learn from these mistakes

but i realy cant accept mistake

i wana everything be done nicely

if can

i wouldnt allow mistake occur

but unfortunately

this already consider as a past tense

i really cant forget those mistakes that i had made

i learn somethings from it

but i didnt welcome it forever

people say

before people become successful

they must be a failure 1st

realy?

i do not want this theory apply on me

i want do everythings best

i wanna everythings to be nice

i want somethings that consider as PERFECT

but it seem like

impossible things?

i care those opinion

i care those ideas

i care their thinking

i care how they feel on me

i do care it

i mind it

when can i learn that

do not too care people's thinking?

why i need to guess people thinking toward me?

why i am so negative thinking?

haloooooo

you gonna study psychology ok

emotional thinking lead you failure

wake up

feel bad seriously

没有了

原本对你
感觉越来越好
也意味
我们之间会越来越近

直到昨天
听到那句话
感觉全部就逐渐消失

原来有些事情
不是我想怎样就怎样
不是我会这样别人也会这样

有的时候
你的那句话
会让我怀疑
到底是叫谁

叫我的同时
是不是也这样的称呼其他的人
如果是这样
就收回好了
我不需要

我不喜欢用同样的称呼去称呼别人
同样的
我也不喜欢这样的被对待

或许不是你暧昧不清
而是你的本性驱使
不管是哪一个
全部就这样算了

之前就说过
现在才开始实践
应该还不迟

就算捉摸不透
我都不想再去做无谓的猜测

笨蛋的事
做一次就够了

无聊的事
有过一次就好

你的事
没有再在乎的必要


没有了

happy birthday to you~!

29.09.2010

this is a good day
cheeee..

early in the morning
waiting shengyi at lrt
but she was late
i called , x answer
i sms , x reply
damn angry dat time
my birthday weh daijie

then i go alone
=(

after reach there
saw my supplier
he ask "r u angry"
ohahahha
ofcz lar wehhh..
you try and see

finish class
went to hp. shop to charge hp
he didnt charge me for service
awwww
so good

wana return book to supplier
then met a lot of friend
chat there , jokes there and blar blar blar
kamsahaminda
hug a lot of ppl also
cheeeeee

go pasar seni take rapidpass
the picture damn ....... erm erm :)
then we rush back
since shengyi said "yunfang gt shooting later"
we rush like F1 sport car
lol
birthday girl need to rush for birthday meals
what theory is this?
i dun noe weh

when gona reach secret recipe
shengyi close my eyes
den wen i go in and open my eyes
saw shaun , mimi , diyana , juyi , calvin at thr
but sheng yi disapear
we chat and wait there
then sdnly juyi close my eyes
shaun and she sing beside my ears
damn noisy
ohahahhaahhaha

when they prepare well
open my eyes
saw yunfang , shengyi , bunny , anneohasehyo , bamboo and khaiwyon
yunfang n shengyi take a big big card and laptop stand at there
a big big card that full with LOVE
a "hand-made" video that full of LOVE
and
12 pieces of cakes that different favour
i just stunned at there
lol
12 pieces of cakes , how to finish it?

they said i must try each cakes
and tell them which 1 is nice
awwwwwwww
after i tried
they only started to eat the cakes

when watching at the video
i just feel "OMG"
too many "old" pictures inside
with the song that we LOVE the most at secondary school
awwwwwww
damn touch weh

then looking at the big big card
shengyi said "read the T word"
ohahahhaha
i gt what she means
then the shaun damn cute
"anlar anlar , his 1 so nice lar..mine 1 nt nice"

shaun ar shaun
chill lar

take photo , eat lunch and cakes at thr
sms with he that time
cheeeeeee
fell good

back coll.
attend class.

when back home
dat sheng yi said "yon, roti boy lo"
me "ok , we gt rapidpass..hahahha'
when reach klcc station
went down
shengyi keep asking me look forward
om~~!!!!!!

HUICHIN
dat kiampa girl wehhhh
i nvr nvr nvr expect i will saw her at that my birthday
she gave me a pendrive
hehheheheheh

finally i noe why dat shengyi sdnly junxaeng
wen denzie said "since 2dy is our birthday , i fetch you bk"
she said "no,yon~! i want lrt"
grrrrrr
liar~!!!

wen bk to wangsa maju
called mummy
mummy said "your fren sms me and said will fetch you bk"
"lol mumy , whr gt? no lar.."

shengyi ask "who? what?"
"neh , dun noe wich za pian ji tuan sms my mum said gt ppl fetch me bk"

when we reach thr
shengyi said "my brother fetch you back"
then she open the front door
i was thinking "lol.. your brother's car why i sit infront"
when i look inside , see that GAN CHEE HEING
omggggggg
damn suprise larr

then we go feeling cafe there
met charlotte at there
charlotte belanja some tasty food
yummy weh
we chat a lot at thr
then chee heing paid bills
and become driver to fetch us back
damn love his car weh
very comfortable
feel sleepy also

*there are a lot of feeling and thought that cant express in world , and some of the feeling just wish to keep as a secret.. it was sweet.... for me at that moment..

*i appreciate what yunfang and the liar did
love you so muchhhhhh
thanks for giving me a memorable day

* pictures , lazy upload :)