too many things to do , but not enough time for me :)

too many things need to do

but times is not enough for me

is this the result after

attend college , growth up and started carry some responsible?

haha

i do not know

paiseh

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for that TPM's trip

really can cause me exhausted

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at first

i think that prepare a trip is easy

atleast wouldn't cause any BIG PROBLEMS

but i am wrong

~~

when we started to plan

we need to find a lot of information and details

we need to know all about it before we can suggest it out

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open mail , check mail , reply mail

is what i need to do everyday to make sure our information about it

would be updated

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rushing for outline , timeline and proposal

is what i need to faced with beside my lecture in college

just a few pages of works but need few days even a week to organise it well

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after prepare all the things

and announced it to our cg's member

came BAD NEWS

awwwwwwwwwwwwww

skytrex is not work on that day because already fully booking

my brain straight away jam

then the trip change and change and change again

~~

we need to change our idea

even meet up to discuss the plan at night till 11pm somethings

even the whole proposal need to rewrite again

~~

we prepare a lot of brain juice

so that our trip will be perfect

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yes , PERFECT

a trip that going with a good plan

a trip that brings a lot of memory

a trip that can give peoples a good impression on our cg

a trip which will make our relation become closer and closer

and

a trip that successful

~~

after we plan to recci for that place

BAD NEWS come again

TPM will be close on this saturday

very good!!!!!

need to postpone again

and i do not think that i can go with them since i got class

sigh

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we still need to contact our member

to make sure wether they will join or not

and ofcourse i hope many people will join it

because i m one of the organizer

hahahaha

~~

well

although it sound like very suffer (?) :)

but what i gain from this are

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experience , communication skills with others , well preparation before event , responsibility and how to face with unexpected situation.

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it may be tired but i really ENJOY in it

i believe that this will not be the last

~~

try to make something perfect

with well organize

i growth up a bit from this experience

nice

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studies

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psychology is not easy for me

eventhough i love it much

weeeeeeee

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prepare the lesson before the class

sometime may need about 2 - 3 hours

but my beautiful lecturer just use about 1 hour to covered what i had read and prepare

with a well explainations

~~

she is awesome

11 HD in foundation

i do not know how she did it

but i know that

she is damn beautiful and look young

i love her teaching style

~~

started to feel stress for my sem2

althoug it just started about 1 and a half weeks

but i can notice that our subject is harder

psychology is the most harder subject for me among others

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mummy asked "since it was so difficult to learn and study , do you want to change?"

me "no , i will continue with it no matter how"

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not because of what

just because i love this subject

and

i do not know what i wana study if i give up in psycho. this field

arha

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mental and physical are getting tired now

use a lot of energy and brain juice

become more sensitive with surrounding

helloo.. this is not a good things

because you will gg easily if you cant handle it well

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try to be more mature at now

always feel that i m getting childish

shit

i do not want it please

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tomorrow is public holiday (but we got replacement class on october =.=)

is the time for me to free my mind

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oh no

i cant free it

i still need to continue with my preparation for that trip

or

saturday only prepare the things?

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ermmmmmm

saturday is a good day

and tomorrow is family day

so

postpone my works

weeeeeeeeeeeeee

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happy holiday

and

take a good care guys

*i am not a psychology maniac*